≡εїзPhebe's 彩虹世界≡εїз I am looking for a place, called HOME...♬♪

从国内回来也就一个半月时间,我却觉得像过了一年多.所有对美好未来的幻想到今天基本全部消失.原因是我已经失业一个半月了...天啊~在真正开始找工作的时候,手足无措,对未来一片迷茫,竟然看不见一条能坚定走下去的路.从怀疑到否定再怀疑再否定...我只肯定了一件事:那就是在国外读media如果不回国绝对是个错误的选择!

可能很多毕业生都会有这么一段过程,但是我和他们又有些不一样,因为,我已经毕业了大半年了.虽然拿到毕业证书是今年的四月,虽然我一直都因为各种原因无法迅速的投入求职大军.但是这一刻,此时此刻,我已经没有借口或者说,我已经不能再逃避了.

我怨恨为什么要选media这个该死的专业,我怨恨为什么我当初没有选择在传媒发达的国家留学,我怨恨为什么当我拿到PR就开始金融风暴,我怨恨为什么这么多比我英语差比我学历低比我混的人能在这个小岛国干上一份收入相当不错的破工作,我怨恨为什么我运气这么差我的简历总是石沉大海......我更怨恨好多回国的同学都靠着强劲的后台已经进入CCTV,BTV各种TV.

恩...我发现了,好工作＝靠关系,失业＝失败,可能这不是绝对,但这个社会就是这么现实.

“We both had done the math…

Kelly added it all up and… knew she had to let me go…

I added it up, and knew that I had… lost her… ‘cos I was never gonna get off that island… I was gonna die there, totally alone… I was gonna get sick, or get injured or something… The only choice I had, the only thing I could control was when, and how, and where it was going to happen… So… I made a rope and I went up to the summit, to hang myself… I had to test it, you know? Of course. You know me… And the weight of the log, snapped the limb of the tree, so I- I – , I couldn’t even kill myself the way I wanted to… I had power over *nothing*…

And that’s when this feeling came over me like a warm blanket… I knew, somehow, that I had to stay alive… Somehow… I had to keep breathing… Even though there was no reason to hope… And all my logic said that I would never see this place again…

So that’s what I did… I stayed alive… I kept breathing… And one day my logic was proven all wrong because the tide came in, and gave me a sail…

And now, here I am… I’m back… In Memphis, talking to you… I have ice in my glass…

And I’ve lost her all over again…

I’m so sad that I don’t have Kelly… But I’m so grateful that she was with me on that island…

And I know what I have to do now… I gotta keep breathing…

Because tomorrow the sun will rise…

Who knows what the tide could bring…?”

放一个我的作业...也是小D帮忙完成的...纪念纪念~

在悉尼拍的作品,小D拍的,今天学会如何压缩上传了...放在我blog上留做纪念!高分作业哦!

今年陆续买了一些烘培工具,大多是日本的牌子,很可爱.买这些厨房用品,我是从来都不吝啬的....哈哈~

全家福:之前在淘宝上购了一把奶油抹平刀,竟然傻傻的放进了手提行李,谁知一过安检就背查了.虽然大家都知道蛋糕刀的威力真的不足以伤害人,但还是被无情的没收了.这次终于买了一把小而实用的了!

饭团模型:这个纯粹是因为可爱所以买的~想着可以用来压心形饭团,但是还没用过.当然啦,也可以用来压饼干,一物多用,尽情发挥吧!

小号粉筛:专门用来洒可可粉或者糖粉,仅用于蛋糕装饰,筛面粉那是不太可能了...

煎蛋定形器:买的时候我一直幻想也许可以煎个花花形状的鸡蛋,做个可爱便当什么的讨某人欢心.后来想来想去觉得某人肯定会说我多此一举...当然了,这个也可做米饭定形,布丁定形之类的.

面粉筛:这个不用解释了,做蛋糕肯定要筛面粉,必须要买的东西

装饰纸:就是铺在你想装饰的蛋糕上,洒上糖粉或可可粉,就留下可爱的图案了!很适合刚开始学习烘培的新手,不用裱花不用拉糖,你的蛋糕就瞬间变可爱了!我的提拉米苏就是上图的试验品.

食物称:买了两年了,很喜欢很喜欢,连包装的小盒都不舍得扔.它陪伴了我度过很多烘培的美好时光.非常实用.

木柄蛋糕用刮平刀:不用介绍了,做蛋糕装饰另一必备品.我比较喜欢小巧一点的,这个size很合手.

小型擀面杖:做饼干时候会用到,以后如果要做面包也是时常用到的.当然啦,家常包饺子,擀面条什么的也都是通用的.

裱花嘴:隆重介绍的就是这套工具了!一共有29个不同形状的裱花嘴.这可是烘培名牌wilton啊!我可是花了高价在网上买的,当时一直觉得被骗了,不过还是心甘情愿受骗.因为实在太喜欢了!

裱花袋:这是可以重复使用的裱花袋,我还不舍得拆开呢~

电动搅拌机:这个可是我的圣诞礼物啊!某人送给我的高级货呢!这是个可以两用的搅拌机,上面的部分可以单独拆下来变身成一个单独的小型电动打蛋器.在food tv看到大师们的厨房里总是有这么一个搅拌器,轻松的往搅拌盆里放点面粉,放点牛油,打两个鸡蛋.哪像我这种穷人拿着电动打蛋器打的手都酸了.当时就在想,真是工欲善其事,必先利其器啊!